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10/30/2008 Chapter1, Followers of Marco Polo 馬可波羅的追隨者"One generation opens the road upon which another generations travels." 前人種樹,後人乘涼。 Marco Polo was a wealthy man when he returned to Venice form China after an absence of twenty-six years. That was the most important fact about his strange and adventurous journey. Had it not been for the jewels and silks and musk that he brought back he would probably have died a forgotten man - just another Venetian adventurer who had wandered off to some distant part of the earth and returned home penniless to die in poverty and obscurity. His neighbors would not have started off to make their fortunes in China. The need for a shorter route to that country would not be developed. Columbus would have lacked incentive for his historic voyage which was not made to prove that the world was round but to provide a better trade route to the rich countries of the Orient. 在消失了二十六年之後,馬可波羅以一個富有人的身份從中國回到了威尼斯。更重要的是他那趟奇特危險的旅程。要不是那些他帶回來的珠寶、絲綢與麝香,他大概會成為另一個被遺忘的威尼斯人-就像其他遊蕩過很長一段旅途,卻身無分文地回來,至死前都貧困以及默默無聞的冒險者。他的鄰人也不會開始出發到中國去尋求財富。一條到那個國家更短的路程也不會被發展。哥倫布也將缺乏他那趟歷史性冒險的動機,那趟並非是為了證明地球是圓的,而是為了提供一條更好的路徑,一個通往東方的富有國家的冒險。 Messer Marco had many stories to tell when he returned home in the summer of 1295. He told of many cities he had seen with suburbs larger than the whole city of Venice or its hated rival Genoa; of massive walls surmounting mountaintops, stretching away as far as the eye could reach; of canals which were hundreds of mils long and as straight as the flight of an arrow. He told of pieces of printed paper which circulated throughout the country in the place of money and were as valuable as coins of gold; of a people so refined and cultured that they might settle serious differences of opinion without sticking each other in the back with daggers. 馬可在歸鄉的1295年夏季裡有很多故事要說。他說他見過很多城市的郊區甚至比整個威尼斯城,或是威尼斯所厭惡的競爭者熱那亞城還要大;他說大量的城牆盤據在山頂上,遠遠地展開到視線所不能及的地方;他說有些運河有幾百英里長,而且筆直地就像箭矢飛翔過一般。他說有種被印刷出來的紙張被當成貨幣在全國流通,而且跟金幣一樣有價值。他說有一群溫文有教養的人,能夠處理各種嚴重衝突的意見,而不必在彼此的背後捅刀子。
Nothing like this had ever been heard of in the Europe. Most of the things he told about were unbelievable because they were far behind the imagination of the Europeans of that period. Everyone thought he was a liar who did not have wit enough to be plausible. The story about the printed money was entirely unbelievable because no one in Europe had ever seen a piece of printing of any kind. Equally absurd was his insistence that he had seen with his own eyes a curious black rock the Chinese dug from the ground and burned, producing flames hotter than that from well-seasoned wood. He said there were more people in China than in all the rest of the world, but that even the common people ate off plates and almost everyone had at least one silk gown for holiday wear. His name became a symbol of falsehood. When small boys thought they had caught a playmate in an exaggeration they would taunt him with provocative singsong; “ and so says Marco Polo.” He was in fact one of the most truthful travelers in the history but his reputation as a liar lasted as long as he lived and for generations afterward. Because of his tales he was not even allowed to die in peace. On his death-bed in 1324 he was exhorted to prepare himself for absolution of his sins by retracting some of his lies; but as long as there was any breath in his old body he continued to whisper. “I have not told half of what I saw.” 在歐洲從來沒有聽過這樣的事。大部份他所說的事是不可信的,因為那遠遠超過那個時期歐洲人的想像力。每個人都覺得他甚至是個連說謊都不會的騙子。關於印刷出來的貨幣這故事更是完全不可信,因為在歐洲沒有人見過任何一片印刷品。同樣荒謬的是,他堅持他親眼看過中國人從地下挖掘出一種黑色的奇怪石頭拿來燒,它產生的火焰甚至比季節對的木頭還要旺。他說中國的人口比中國以外的世界其他地區還要多,但是每個人都吃的飽,而且幾乎每個人至少有一套節慶才穿的絲質長袍。他的名字變成一種負面的象徵。當小孩覺得他們逮到一個玩伴在吹牛時,他們會用嘲弄的語調唱著氣人的歌:「馬可波羅也是這樣說。」雖然他是歷史上最真實的旅行者之一,但是騙子的評價一直跟著他到死,直到好幾代之後。甚至因為他的傳奇,他連死前都不得安寧。在1324臨死的這一年,他被神父規勸撤回一些謊言好準備得到罪衍的赦免;但是只要他殘舊的身軀還有一口氣在,他都持續地低語著:「我連我看到的一半都還沒說完呢。」(編按:馬可的遭遇讓我想起海賊王空島黃金鐘篇的栗子頭諾蘭德,偉大的冒險家總逃不過被當成瘋子的命運。)
Although his relatives and neighbors did not believe his stories, there was convincing evidence of the wealth he brought home with him. In celebration of his return there was a big family dinner party attended by the all Polos in Venice. After the servants had been sent from the room and the doors secured, Marco changed his clothing and theatrically appeared in the threadbare and tattered garments he had wore in his long journey home from China. Then he ripped the seams of his cloak and doublet and quarts of jewels – rubies, diamonds, sapphires, emeralds, pearls, and carbuncles – spilled on the floor like wheat from burst sack. There were enough jewels to make a king envious. His shabby baggage was brought in and every member of the family given a piece of silk, richer than any that had even been seen in Venice. This was but a port of his treasure he had brought with him and his riches appeared to be inexhaustible. Twenty years later he was still bring jewels or small parcels of musk or rolls of silk brocade from some hiding place and selling them. Probably some precious stone he brought from China went into jeweled decorations of the high altar of St. Mark’s which was been completed. 雖然他的親人與鄰居並不相信他的故事,但是關於他帶回財富的證據卻是可信的。當時在一場慶祝他歸鄉的家族晚宴上,當侍者們被送出房間而且門被鎖上,馬可換上他從中國回到家,這漫長旅程裡所穿的襤褸服裝戲劇性的出現。然後他撕開斗蓬以及內襯上衣的接縫處,大量的珠寶 – 紅寶石、鑽石、藍寶石、綠寶石、珍珠與紅玉 – 像小麥從飽滿的麻袋裡般爆開灑落地板。那裡的珠寶夠讓一個國王嫉妒了。他的破行李袋被搬進來,每個家族成員都分到一緞絲綢,品質比威尼斯城裡任何貨色還要好。然而這些只不過是他帶回來的財富其中一部份而已,他的富有似乎無窮無盡。二十年後,他仍然從一些隱密處拿出珠寶,或是一些麝香,或是幾捲絲綢來賣。也許經過這些年,一些他從中國帶回來的珍貴石頭已經變成了鑲嵌在聖馬可祭壇上的寶石。(編按:最後一句是用真正荒謬的想像,石頭變寶石,來反諷當時歐洲人不相信馬可。)
As news of Marco’s riches got about, many Venetians started for China. A new continent had been discovered with almost unbelievable opportunities for wealth. They may not have known hat Marco had prospered by stealing tax money from the public treasury during the periods when he was an official in the Chinese government. These early followers of Marco Polo discovered many new trade routes but there were as many pirates as honest traders among them. The peaceful Chinese were rich and easily plundered. The Venetians and Genoese did not have the field to themselves very long. Portuguese, Spanish and Dutch adventurers soon were leaders in the profitable business of piracy. 當馬可致富的消息傳開,許多威尼斯人開始出發中國。一個全新的大陸已經被發現了,而且充滿了幾乎無法置信的致富機會。他們也許不知道馬可的財富是他在中國當官時,靠偷取政府財庫的稅金而來的。這些早期馬可的追隨者發現了許多貿易的新路徑,但是在他們其中海盜跟正直的貿易者一樣多。和平的中國人是富有而且容易被掠奪的。威尼斯與熱那亞並沒有在這塊領域得意很久,很快地葡萄牙、西班牙與荷蘭人成為這塊有利益的掠奪事業領先者。
The journey undertaken by the Venetians was not an easy one. Last year I flew over Marco Polo’s route and made the trip from Rome to Rangoon in five days. He and the others who followed him traveled wearily for years to cover the same distance. The journey involved dangers so hazardous and hardship so severe that two hundred years later Admiral Columbus unsuccessfully tried to find another and better route and accidentally discovered America. They had to traveled more than a third of the way around the world through many countries with strange languages and curious customs and be prepared to defend themselves against pirates and robbers at almost every stage of the journey. They had to depend on queer food and were not even certain of finding that. But they could easily ignore the difficulties when they remembered Marco Polo’s jewels and thought of the wealth to be gained at the end of the journey, and of the comforts, honors and luxuries they would enjoy when they returned home. The lure of wealth attracted many. When Columbus set sail for what he thought were Eastern shores of China he fully expected to meet many of his countrymen who were living there. 威尼斯人的旅程並不簡單。去年我飛過馬可波羅的路徑,用了五天從羅馬旅行到緬甸的仰光(編按:作者本人活在螺旋槳飛機的時代)。他與其他的追隨者卻需要用好幾年的時間疲憊地走完相同的距離。因為這趟旅程包含太多的危險與艱辛,導致了兩百年後哥倫布海軍上將嘗試找另一條更好的路徑,失敗卻意外發現了美洲。他們必須走超過地球表面三分之一的路途,穿越許多擁有奇特語言與風俗的國家,而且還必須無時無刻防備盜賊與搶匪。他們必須仰賴奇怪的食物,甚至有時還不確定找的到東西吃。但是他們能很容易的忽視這些困難,靠著想到馬可波羅的珠寶,還有想到這趟旅程結束後得到的財富,回到家所能享受到舒適、光榮與奢侈的生活。發財的誘惑吸引了很多人。當哥倫布航行到他所認為的”中國東部海岸”,他是多期待能見到在那裡生活的故鄉人士。
It was not solely the search for wealth and adventure that sent people from Mediterranean to China. When the age of seventeen Marco set out with his father and uncle they were accompanied part of way by two Dominican friars who had been delegated by the Pope to convert the heathen Chinese to Christianity. This companionship of traders and missionaries had continued to the present time. There was wealth to be made and there were souls to be saved and each of these opportunities aroused the enthusiasms of men. The missionaries made a bad start and two Dominicans were unworthy predecessors of the long line of devout and heroic men who followed them. They were fatigued by the first part of the journey and frightened by the dangers ahead of them. They told the Polos they were ill and returned home, giving Marco’s father some scared objects to take to the Emperor of China. 不僅僅是追求財富與冒險的因素把人從地中海地區送到中國。十七歲的馬可與他的父親與叔叔陪伴著兩名多明尼加修道士,他們兩人被教宗指派到中國,將中國異教徒感化成基督教徒。這種貿易者與傳道士的同伴關係一直持續到現在。有財要發而且有靈魂要拯救,每一個這樣的機會激昂了人們的熱情。傳道士示範了一個不好的開始;對那些為數眾多,虔誠而且英勇的追隨者來說,這兩位多明尼加人不配當他們的前輩。他們在旅途的第一階段就感到疲憊,並害怕等在前頭的危險。他們跟波羅家的人說自己病了,轉託馬可的父親一些要交給中國皇帝的神聖物品,然後就回家了。
But when Marco returned to Venice he told of the surprising existence of churches of Nestorian Christians in China and the Rome priests who then went to this strange country had a new incentive for their work. The heretical sect of Nestorians was an ancient enemy of Rome and the fact that it existed in this remote part of the world was a provocative challenge to the church even more urgent than the existence of millions who were followers of Buddha. This feud between Rome and Syria was the first of many foreign controversies – ecclesiastical, political and commercial – to be fought on the soil of China with witch the Chinese themselves had no interest and no concern. It was also one of the least important. The heretics were not so powerful as they were thought to be and the attention of Rome priests was devoted to the heathen. No descendants could be found of the Syrians who had formed a colony in China and established Nestorian churches. Nor could any trace to be found of descendants of the Jews who had fled from Babylon to China in the first great flight of the persecuted race. There were synagogues – as there were Nestorian churches – but the worshipers were Chinese in whom it was impossible to find a faint trace of Jewish or Syrian ancestry. China had absorbed them as she has many other races. 但是當馬可回到威尼斯,他提到居然有Nestorian教堂存在於中國(編按:中國稱這基督教派為景教),之後跑到這奇怪國家的羅馬傳教士對他們的工作有了新的動機。Nestorian這個異端教派是羅馬的古代敵人,而他存在於世界上遙遠的另一端這個事實,對教會來說是個氣人的挑釁,甚至比幾百萬佛教徒的存在還來的重要。在中國的土地上有許多外來的爭議,包含宗教、政治與商業上的;而羅馬與敘利亞的世仇是其中第一個被鬥爭到底,但中國人卻一點也不聞不問的。事實上這件事一點也不重要。這幫異教徒一點也不像他們想的那樣強大,而羅馬教士的注意力專注到其他異教徒身上。沒有在中國建立殖民地與Nestorian教堂的敘利亞人後裔被發現,也沒有任何跡象顯示,那些在巴比倫受到迫害而展開第一次大逃亡的猶太人,有任何後裔存在這土地上。雖然存在有猶太與Nestorian教堂,但是在膜拜的中國人身上根本不可能看到猶太或是敘利亞人血統的影子。中國已經把他們的後裔像其他許多種族般吸收了。(編按:西元前586年左右,巴比倫國王尼布甲尼薩攻陷猶太的耶路薩冷,毀城並將全城猶太人帶回巴比倫當奴隸,猶太人從此失去國家,四處離散。十二世紀時曾有一部份猶太人沿著絲路逃到中國,被稱為「青回回」。) In the centuries that followed thousands of Roman Catholic priests went to China, learned the language, adopted Chinese customs in food and clothing and outwardly appeared to merge into the native population. They ate with chopsticks, shaved their foreheads, and grew queues and wore baggy Chinese trousers and cotton quilted coats and jackets. They built humble chapels, preached their faith and made converts and died obscurely. To their converts they were men of God, but to the great mass of Chinese all foreigners were lumped together as foreign devils and made the target of unruly mobs. 幾個世紀以來幾千個羅馬天主教傳道士跑到中國,學習語言,採用中國吃與穿的風俗,讓自己外表看起來像融入當地社會。他們用筷子進食,剃光前額留起辮子,穿著寬鬆地像袋子的中國褲子,以及內裡襯棉的大衣與外套。他們建立簡陋的禮拜堂,宣揚信仰收納信徒,死時沒沒無名。對他們的信徒來說,他們是上帝的人;但是對大多數的中國人來說,所有的外國人被統稱為「洋鬼子」,成了眾矢之的。(編按:”were made the target of unruly mobs” 有夠難翻譯!「被當成任性群眾的目標」這樣的直譯實在太模糊,只好用上成語了。)
The priests who traveled so far from the Mediterranean were prepared to carry the blessings of civilization as well as of Christianity to a people they assumed would be both heathen and ignorant. But as soon as they reached the China they were thrown into contact with a civilization much higher than that of Europe, just as Macro Polo had contended that it was. The first book was still to be produced in Europe but the libraries of the Buddhist monasteries were full of them, printed from caved wooden blocks. There were printing presses in all the large Buddhist establishments. Throughout the country scholars constituted a class honored above all others. It was no place for the barefooted bead-telling monks such as had been sent to convert the pagan tribes of Ireland. Only men of the highest intelligence and the greatest learning could escape the scorn of the Chinese literati. That was a difficult lesson for Rome to learn, but stupid policies of the earlier popes were rectified by the later ones and scholarly Jesuits were sent to China put their scientific knowledge at the service of the Emperor. They corrected Chinese ideas of astronomy and under their direction Chinese workmen constructed an astronomical observatory equal to any in Europe. Father Veribest became the head of the Chinese Bureau of Mathematics while Schall, Ricci and scores of other priests acted as trusted advisors to emperors or the high officials. 遠道從地中海地區來到中國的傳教士們,原本準備將基督教的文明祝福帶來給這些他們以為既沒宗教信仰,又無知的一群人。但是他們一抵達中國,馬上就接觸到一個遠高於當時歐洲的文明,就像馬可波羅所堅稱的一樣。第一本印刷書才準備要在歐洲面世,但是佛寺裡的圖書館早就塞滿活字印刷出來的書了。比較大型的佛教建築裡都擁有印刷機。整個國家裡學者們的地位高高存在其他社會階層之上。根本沒有地方讓像當初被派到愛爾蘭異教區傳道,赤著腳的預言僧侶們有發言的機會。只有最有智慧而且學識最淵博的傳教士能逃過中國文人們的諷刺。這對羅馬來說是一次很困難的教訓,不過早期教宗們的愚蠢政策隨即被訂正,學者型的耶穌會信徒被派到中國貢獻他們的科學知識給皇帝。他們更正了中國人關於天文學的概念,而且在他們的指導下,中國工匠建造了一座規模不輸給歐洲的天文台。南懷仁神父成為中國數學署的長官(編按:清朝的欽天監,天文研究裡包含深奧的數學),同時湯若望, 利瑪竇還有其他許多的傳教士都成為皇帝與高官們值得信賴的顧問。
They taught the Chinese and also learned from them. The huge storehouses of Chinese history, philosophy and literature had not even been inventories but it offered the foreign scholar riches as enticing as the jewels which fell from the seams of Marco Polo’s ragged garments. The work of research and translation of Chinese learning undertaken by priests had occupied more centuries than the building of ant great cathedral in Europe, and it is still going on. The Catholic church could rest its reputation for scholarship solely on the work of its priests in China. Protestant missionaries who followed much later ably carried on this tradition. It was through the missionaries that Chinese learned of Christianity and also through them that the West learned of the philosophy of Confucius and of the many other Chinese sages. 他們教導中國人,也從對方身上學習。大量到無法被歸類的中國歷史、哲學與文學的知識,如同從馬可波羅襤褸衣裳的縫隙跌落一地的誘人珠寶,豐富了外國學者的庫藏。被傳道士主導的研究與翻譯持續進行到現在,經歷的時間甚至比現今歐洲任何一座天主教大教堂還久。羅馬天主教甚至可以僅僅依靠它的傳教士在中國的貢獻,奠定學術上的評價。很久之後才出現的新教徒出色地維持這項傳統。透過傳教士,中國人學習到了基督教,而且西方人也學習到孔子以及其他中國聖人的哲學。
Priests and trades arrived together but once they were on the soil of China they traveled different routes. The methods of the earlier traders were not those of peaceful Chinese merchant. They carried a little or no cargo with them but came back with a great deal of wealth. The Chinese called them pirates and built watch towers along the coast to look out for their approach and warn the people to flee. At one time so troublesome that, by order of the Emperor, all inhabitants along the seacoast moved several miles inland and all houses were destroyed so that when the pirates arrived there was no booty for them to take and they sailed away empty-handed. It was the same “scorched earth” policy that Chinese used many centuries later in effectively hampering the Japanese invasion starting in 1937. The priests who had came to China so peacefully finally became as troublesome as the pirates, though for different reasons. Jesuits, Franciscans and Dominicans bickered with each other over the semi-religious reverence of Chinese children for parents and of Chinese scholars for Confucius and then quarreled violently over which Chinese character should be used in translating the word God. Either in a sprite of helpfulness or in the pride of his scholarship, the Emperor attempted to solve the latter problem but the priests were not content to accept his decision and the whole question was referred to the Pope who didn’t know one Chinese character from another. He decided against the Emperor and the exasperated Son of Heaven promptly dissolved all the Catholic establishments in his empire and sent the priests home. The traders went with them, for the righteous indignation of the Emperor was all-embracing. Only the Portuguese remained in Macao, the tiny colony which had been leased in 1557 and made immense wealth through trade with Japan as well as China. If it had not been this unfortunate controversy and if the priests had been a little less unbending in the matter of old Chinese rites and ceremonies, Christianity might at that time have replaced Buddhism in China. 傳道士與貿易者一起抵達中國的土地後便分道揚鑣了。早期貿易者們賺錢的方式並不像和平的中國商人。他們只帶著一點東西或是什麼都沒帶,確帶著大量的財富回去。中國人稱他們為海盜,並且沿者海岸線建造瞭望塔來監視他們的靠近,並且警告人們逃跑。有一次他們實在是太棘手了,依照皇帝的命令,某個地區的所有居民往內陸遷移幾里,燒毀所有房舍好讓那群盜匪到來時,收刮不到任何財物只能雙手空空回航。幾個世紀以後在1937年開始,中國人也是使用相同的「焦土」政策來有效阻礙日本入侵。而那些來到中國頗為溫和的修道士,最後也變得跟海盜一樣棘手,雖然完全是因為不同的理由。耶穌會修士、法蘭西修士與多明尼加修士為了中國小孩對父母、學者對孔子所行的半宗教禮儀而彼此鬥嘴(編按:基督教禁止崇拜偶像,跪拜這動作的對象只限於上帝);然後粗暴地爭吵那個中文字應該被拿來翻譯God這個字。也許是基於想幫忙,或是想賣弄學識,皇帝試著為他們解決God這個文字問題,但是傳教士們卻不買帳,而這個問題卻被提交給連一個中文字都不懂的教宗來定奪。教宗否定皇帝的答案,暴怒的「天子」迅速的拆毀統轄境內羅馬天主教堂,將所有的傳教士通通送回家去。貿易者也一起,因為皇帝公正的憤怒是一視同仁的。只有葡萄牙人還留在澳門,一個在1557年租借出去的小殖民地,靠與日本人和中國人貿易賺取不可思議的財富。假如沒有這樣不幸的爭議,而且傳教士能夠對中國慣例與禮節儀式有點彈性,基督教在那個時間點可能已經取代佛教。 (編按:清朝的順治與康熙年間,基督教傳道順利,信徒突破百萬。當時耶穌會教派與皇帝關係良好,欽天監幾乎都由耶穌會學有專精的教士出掌。耶穌會傾向接受、學習中國文化,因此在翻譯God這字時,因為考慮到「天主」這個字擺明了壓過地上皇帝「天子」,所以接受康熙的建議改譯為「天」或「上帝」:亦即祢在天上做祢的皇帝,我在地上做我的皇帝,井水不犯河水;並且下達詔令,說明祭祖祭孔乃中國民間習俗,並非宗教儀式。然而羅馬教廷堅持不准使用耶穌會的譯名,並且禁止中國人跪拜祖先,康熙一怒之下,下令「禁止不遵守耶穌會規矩的教士在中國傳教」。雍正更借題發揮,下令全面禁教,徹底將可能會威脅到君權統治的基督教思想趕出中國。詳情可google「禮儀之爭」。)
By the time trade with China was resumed by any kind of recognized and legalized basis, the relative positions of the foreign concerned had changed. Spain, Holland and Portugal were no longer maritime powers for a series of events had made Britain the successor of them all and it was at the insistence of Britain that China exclusion was broken down. The right to trade at Canton was granted under severe and humiliating restrictions. Little by little ports were opened, almost invariably as the result of military pressure and more privileges granted to traders and missionaries. The era of foreign trade and the development of modern China began in 1842 when a Britain fleet sailed up the Yangtze and after a few minor battles the Treaty of Nanking was signed. Americans shared the privileges gained by British military and diplomatic victory. An ancient taunt that while we never went to war with China we benefited by all of Britain’s wars has just enough truth in it to sting. 在任何被認可與合法的對中貿易再度恢復之前,外國勢力關切的相關地位已經被改變。在經歷一系列的事件之後,西班牙、荷蘭與葡萄牙不再是強大的海上強權,英國成為他們之中的佼佼者;而且在英國的堅持之下,中國的排外藩籬被打破。在廣東貿易的權力相當嚴格並且在帶有屈辱性的限制下被同意。漸漸地一個個通商口被開放,幾乎一成不變的都是軍事干預造成的結果,更多的特權被授與通商者與傳教士們。對外貿易的時代以及現代中國的發展開始於1842年,一個英國艦隊開上揚子江打了一些小規模的戰鬥之後,南京條約被簽訂。美國人在英國人軍事與外交上的勝利上分享到甜頭。一個古老的嘲諷說道,「雖然我們從沒跟中國開戰,但只要英國人有打,我們就有賺。」,絕對夠真實來這樣挖苦。
While they competed fiercely with each other in trade the British and Americans worked together on many matters of common interest and during the great part of the past hundred years there has been an effective if unofficial Anglo-American alliance in the Far East. Official circles in London and Washington may have had no official knowledge of this alliance, nor did it necessarily involve any definite agreements or collusion between the diplomatic and consular officials of the two countries. It came about because British and Americans thought in the same way about a lot of old-fashioned things such as justice and right. The International Settlement of Shanghai was the result of joint efforts by representatives of the two nations. Between them they made the English the commercial language of the country. The British came to China by the way of India, bringing with them their ideas of caste and color prejudice and necessity for maintaining the prestige of the white man. They were leaders in trade and the organizers of clubs and Americans adopted or absorbed British ideas and manners to an extent they never realized until they returned home and often found that they were mistaken for Englishmen. 當這些海上強權彼此在貿易上激烈競爭,英國人與美國人在許多共同的利益事件上互相合作,因此在過去幾近一百年間,在遠東地區有個具有影響力但非官方的英美聯盟。倫敦與華盛頓的政治圈可能一直沒有關於這聯盟的官方資訊,而這聯盟也不需要得到兩國外交與領事方面上明確的許可或共謀。這聯盟可能來自於英美兩國人在傳統思想上許多相同的地方,比方說正義與權力。上海共同租借地就是這兩個國家共同合作下的代表作。他們之間還使用英文來當商業語言。英國人取道印度來到中國,帶著種性階級制度與種族歧視的觀念,以及維持白人身份地位的必需品。他們是貿易的領導著與俱樂部的組織者,美國人無意識下習慣或是吸收了很多英國觀念與禮節,直到他們回到美國本土後常常被誤認為是英國人。 The tempo of commerce was set by the restricted speed and infrequent arrivals of the sailing ships. Competition seeped in very slowly and profits were huge though sometimes offset by equally huge losses. Some of the early firms became so wealthy, maintained such luxurious establishments and gained such a reputation for generosity that they became known as “the princely houses”. They set a high standard of conduct as well as of living for all the other business houses and had much beside their wealth to justify the classification that had been given them. The piratical element of trade survived in the persons of adventurers who came from many countries with picturesque schemes to make fortunes quickly. While the pattern of the schemes presented different pictures, the design was almost invariably the same – to part some Chinese from his money. A great many succeeded and a few went to jail. 商業的發展節奏受限於速度緩慢而且班次不多的船舶。競爭像水在滲漏般遲慢,利益大的驚人,雖然有時損失也是同樣驚人。一些早期的公司變的相當富有,維持著奢華的辦公室,奢侈到到大家所都說那些是「皇宮」。這些建物替其他商業建築物訂立了經營與生活的超高標準,而且靠著資源的多寡來區分這些建物的等級。貿易裡的海盜因子依然存活於來自許多不同國家,抱著快速致富美好願景的冒險者身上。雖然願景呈現出不同的樣貌,但構想上幾乎一成不變的是:從中國人身上剝取金錢。許多人成功了,但少數人被鎖進了大牢。 Diplomats also came. Before the Treaty of Nanking was signed, there were treated by the haughty Chinese officials as “tribute bearers from barbarian tribes” who were exhorted to “tremble and obey” and warned not to disturb the tranquility of the Son of Heaven. The diplomats struggled for more than a century to gain a grudging admission that the white men were equal to the Chinese. For the following century Chinese were struggled to gain an admission that they were equal to the foreigners. When they began the system of negotiating under the guns and warships the diplomats were look upon as impetuous representatives of bullying nations, who had to be cajoled and placated and kept in a goof humor because of the murderous gunboats they had at their command. They never got over the barbarian habit of shouting and pounding the table when things didn’t go to suit them. From the official Chinese point of view all foreigners were troublesome but the diplomats were the worst. 外交官也來了。在南京條約簽訂之前,他們被高傲的中國大官視為「蠻國朝貢的人員」,被告誡要「惶恐與臣服」,被警告不得打擾天子的安寧。外交官們花了一世紀以上的時間爭取才獲得不情願的承認:他們白人跟中國人是平等的。然而在接下來的世紀裡,換成中國人來爭取,他們跟外國人是平等的。當外交官開始了擁槍自重的談判方式,他們表現的粗魯就像是從野蠻國家來的;他們必須被獻媚與取悅,保持在一個良好的心情,因為致命的艦隊在他們的掌控下。當事情無法符合他們的觀點,他們無法擺脫野蠻國家吼叫與拍桌的習慣。在中國官員的眼中所有的外國人都很麻煩,而外交官是最糟糕的一種。 China solved many of the problems created by the presence of the foreigner by the simple process of employing foreigners to solve them for her. Marco Polo was only the first of thousands to be in the service of the Chinese government in one capacity or another. Frederick Ward, an American, began the organization of a modern Chinese army to put down the Taiping Rebellion and Captain Charles Gordon, a British army officer, completed the task. Anson Burlingame, an American, was commissioned by the Chinese government to negotiate treaties with European governments. Robert Hart, an Irishman, organized the customs and postal services. These are only a few of many who have held high positions in the Chinese government. There are hundreds if not thousands of many nationalities in the government pay rolls. To most of them China is their adopted country which they serve as faithfully as they would their own. 中國靠聘請外國人來解決外國人引起的洗多問題。馬可波羅在某種形式上是幾千人當中,頭一位服務於中國政府的。Frederick Ward,美國人,創設撲滅太平天國之亂的中國現代軍隊。隊長Charles Gordon,英國陸軍軍官,完成了這項任務。美國人Anson Burlingame被中國政府委託向歐洲政權談判條約。以色列人Robert Hart創設郵政服務。這只是許多在中國政府裡擁有高階地位的少數例子。還有更多破百破千的外國人是領中國政府的薪水的。對他們大多數的人來說中國是養育他們的國家,而他們也像自己的國家般公平對待她。 Every foreigner went to China with a consciousness of his own racial and mental superiority and a smug satisfaction in the belief that there were many things he could teach the Chinese. The British and Americans were more numerous than any other group and in the beginning of this era nothing had occurred to suggest to either that his way of life did not represent perfection. But seven centuries after the visit of Marco Polo the foreigner was still learning from the Chinese. 每一個來到中國的外國人都覺得自己有種族與智慧上的優勢,並且沾沾自喜地相信他們有許多事情可以教導中國人。英國人與美國人更是這群人中最大勢力的一群。在這個時代一開始的時候,並沒有任何事情可以讓他們聯想到,自己的生活方式也不完美。(編按:這句話的意思可能是,一開始外國人佔盡物質優勢,並沒有考慮到精神層次的生活。)但馬可波羅造訪過的七個世紀後,外國人還是持續向中國人學習。 The missionaries did teach them any things – medicine and education, and though without design, a desire for foreign products which helped the trader to sells more goods. Even the traders taught the Chinese cooks how to prepare foreign meals, the boy to make cocktails and tailors how to make foreign clothing. Each thought that he was playing his part in modernizing China, and it seldom occurred to him that he was being changed by his life in China. The foreign resident did not lose his racial characteristics but life in China made him different. A group of China Coast residents may represent a half-dozen nationalities but all display the same philosophy of life which was a distinctly Oriental tinge. While affecting to disdain the ways of the Chinese they unconsciously adopted them for their own. Perhaps China taught a great deal more than she learned. 傳教士的確教了他們很多事,比如醫藥、教育,而且誰也沒想到,一股對外國產品的渴望讓貿易者銷售更多的貨物。即使貿易商教導中國廚師如何準備外國的餐點,教年輕人調製雞尾酒,教裁縫如何製作外國的衣飾;每個人都認為自己在中國的的現代化上扮演一個重要的角色,但卻絕少想到他的生活正在被改變。這些外來的移居者並未改變外表種族上的特徵,但是在中國的生活卻讓他們不同了。一群在中國沿海地區的移民,可能包含半打以上的國籍,但所有人卻呈現著明顯是東方色調的生活哲學。當他們鄙視中國人的生活方式,自己卻不知不覺中被同化了。也許中國教導的比她學習的還要多很多。 From the Chinese point of view they were quite justified in classing all foreigners as barbarians. Few of them even knew how to enter a room or drink a cup of tea or receive a card correctly. Every act betrayed their uncouthness. Their manners were abominable but the Chinese tolerated them and found their curious customs amusing. They were never hated the extent that their actions justified hatred because in their human relationships the Chinese are the most tolerant of people. A number were killed by the mobs but not a fraction of the number who foolishly or provocatively invited his fate. The many different nationalities would have been a confusing to the Chinese but for the fact that they classified them all as “foreign devils” and paid no more attention to them than was necessary. The influence of foreigners was never as important as the foreigners thought it was. China lumbered on like the slow-moving water buffalo which occasionally snorts and switches its tail if the flies get too troublesome. But in the end Chinese exclusion was broken down, not by the foreign battleships but by the contacts with the foreign business men and missionaries – contacts which in the main were friendly and intimate. 從中國人的觀點來看,所有的外國人都很野蠻。他們只有少數知道應該怎麼正確地進門、怎麼喝茶、或是收下一張拜帖。每一個動作都透露著粗俗。他們的無禮讓人厭惡,但是中國人忍受下來,而且進而發現他們令人好奇的習慣很好笑。他們從未因為外國人的行為舉止很討人厭而真的憎恨他們,在中國人的人際關係裡,中國人可算是最有容忍度。有些外國人的確被一些無賴所殺,但這些遇害者有不小部份是自己愚蠢或是挑釁地招來這樣的命運。這麼多國籍的外來者本該造成中國人的困惑,但是事實上,這些人全被統稱為「洋鬼子」並且除了必要的注意之外就不去理會。外國人對中國人的影響從來沒有自己想像中的重要。中國移動地像隻漫步的水牛,偶而嗤嗤鼻,要是覺得蒼蠅實在太煩了,或許還會甩甩尾巴。但是在中國排外政策被打破的末期,並非由於戰艦,而是經由與商人和傳教士的接觸,大部分的接觸都是友善而且怡人的。 The classification of “foreign devils” was general and tentative and was applied by individual Chinese only to foreigners he did not know. With their red faces, protruding eyes and absurdly complicated and uncomfortable clothing all foreigners had the grotesque appearance of devils. On first sight it was impossible for the Chinese to look on them as human beings as themselves. Blondes were the worst because they were the farthest removed from what the Chinese believed to be the natural appearance of a human being. But all were bad enough. There are many country places where the foreigner is still an amusing novelty. On visits into the interior Chinese girls, after one look at me, have screamed with terror and run to their mothers. Small boys have shouted picturesque insults from a safe distance. Old men have managed to keep their face straight when in my presence and then roared with laughter as soon as my back was turned. I supposed every other foreigner who has wandered away from the treaty ports has had the same chastening experience and has found, as I did on hundreds occasions, that a smile or a laugh was always accepted as convincing proof of one’s humanity. 「洋鬼子」的分類是常用但短暫,而且是中國人個別拿來稱呼他所不認識的外國人。紅色的臉、突出的眼睛,穿著複雜既又不舒服的無厘頭衣服,所有的外國人都有著魔鬼的詭異樣貌。中國人第一次看到時根本無法把他們當成跟自己一樣的人類看待。金髮尤其是裡面最糟糕的,因為他們是中國人想像中最不像人的一種。但是所有的外國人都差不多糟糕。在很多鄉下地區外國人依然是很新奇好笑的事物。你只要看一眼內地的小女孩,她馬上會驚恐地尖叫然後跑去找媽媽。小男孩則是在很安全的距離外對你做出想像力豐富的辱罵。老年人會在你面前直挺挺地走過去,然後在你背後大聲狂笑。我想其他每一個離開通商口區漫步的外國人都有這樣受折騰的經驗,然後就像我在數不清的場合中發現,一個微笑或者是一個嘲笑都是我們依舊被當成人看待的可信證據。 As the Chinese got acquainted and made friends they found the beneath the peculiar appearance, rough ways and barbarous customs of these people from cross the sea the great many of them were, under the skin, much like themselves. With their greater tolerance as well as their superior ability to probe the character of others, the Chinese were the first to recognize this common human relationship. The white man was much slower about admitting the common brotherhood of man. It was unfortunate that the British came to China by way of India and Malayan states, where for a numbers of reasons which did not exist in China the color line was very tightly drawn. To these British the Chinese were just another colored race who could be created as inferiors and so there was an unnecessarily amount of misunderstanding, bad feeling and bloodshed. 當中國人熟悉並開始交往後,他們發現在怪異的樣貌、粗魯的舉止以及渡海而來的野蠻風俗之下,他們大部分的人跟自己骨子裡是相像的。隨著他們的容忍度以及善於推己及人的能力,中國人最先理解到身為人類所該擁有的共同人際關係。白人反而較慢才能承認這種人類手足之情。不幸的是英國人打道經由印度與馬來西亞,因為某些不存在於中國的因素,那裡的種族歧視一直緊緊地被維持著。對那些英國人來說,中國人只是另一種顏色的下等民族,也因此產生了許多不必要的誤解,不愉快的感覺與流血事件。 All the business men expected to follow the example of Marco Polo: make a fortune as soon as possible and then go back home. The only worry they had was about the length of time it would take them. Many remained until their clothing became threadbare but had no jewels to sew in the seams. Most of them missed a great many boats for few ever went home as soon, or did not arrive there as rich, as they expected. Those who did go home, whether to England, America, France, Germany or any one of a dozen other countries, usually found it a disappointing experience. China had got into his blood and only the sights and sounds of old Cathay were dear to them and those who were anxious to get away were soon anxious to return. Hundreds who went home to retire changed their mind and came back to be buried in the soil of the Flowery Kingdom. 所有的商人都希望能像馬可波羅一樣:趕快發財,趕快回家。他們只擔憂一件事,就是要花多少時間在上面。很多人留在中國直到衣衫襤褸,但還是沒有任何珠寶可以藏在衣縫裡。大部分的人錯過眾多的船班,其中有些能快速回到家;或是回到家時沒有當初他們預期的那麼富有。回到家的人,不管是到英國、美國、法國、德國或是其他成打以上的國家,通常發現這是一次令人失望的經驗。中國已經潛伏在他們的血液裡,只有老中國的影像與聲音才能讓他們感到親近,那些曾渴望離開的馬上又渴望回來。數不清打算回家養老的人最終又改變心意,回到這個花樣繽紛的王國埋骨。 Foreign Devils in the Flowery Kingdom 在香港的金融中心裡會去翻看這本書,全是因為封面上那個性感的中國女孩,可是如果她還活著,大概老的可以當我阿媽了。然後我想,既然對其他名牌都沒興趣,乾脆就買本書回來當紀念好了。某天我開始細看導讀時,才發現這是一位曾在二十世紀初曾到上海經商的美國人所寫的傳記。我覺得很好奇,因為從來沒有聽過外國人是怎麼描述中國,而以前課本上所教的東西又有某種程度的掩飾,或許這本書可以幫我打開新的視野。
不知不覺中,我漸漸訝異於作者對中國的瞭解程度,可能不遜於本地人;更由於他自己外來者的身份,對許多現象往往切入地一針見血,精闢透徹。我曾經寫過一張bucket list,裡頭有一項就是要翻譯一本書,怎麼能想到當初動機不純正的狀況下,居然讓我遇到了!就是這本了!況且這本書初版於1940年,早就過智慧財產權的保護年限,放上網路來更是沒問題。
有興趣的人可以一起討論,不管是我的翻譯還是對書內的見解提出的補充有誤,都歡迎! 8/16/2008 Day35 朝海岸山脈的晨曦滑行Beautiful dawn lights the shore for me 昨晚醒了三次。第一次是被熱醒,然後像隻變形蟲蠕動到電風扇前躺下。第二次是被冷醒,又爬回原位蓋棉被。第三次是被吵醒,窗外的抽水馬達啟動的聲音像是重物掉落地面,砰的超大一聲,穿越時空,將人從好夢中叫起。三人一同呻吟著,嘴裡不乾不淨地爬起來整裝。我們牽著腳踏車離開時,整個山莊還在沈睡,只有溫泉池的水潺潺流著。踩動幾下踏板,由緩坡上頭迎著初昇朝陽往下滑,四周的景色還浸泡在模糊不清的晨霧裡,速度劃破薄霧,捲帶起呼呼的風聲飛馳過無人街道。 晨曦就在前方。光線破開雲層鑽落大地,衝向我們,將山、樹、房屋、電線杆的身影拉長牢牢釘在後面,卻抓不住三條自由的身影。我們用眼角瞄著每道光影飄過身邊,彼此忘了說話,各自保持著一小段距離,毫不客氣大口呼吸著山林製造了一夜的新鮮空氣,享受撲面涼風的吹拂。Good 的 morning,花東縱谷。打開iPhone,剛好播放著James Blunt的歌曲 「high」,他對著日出晨曦,歌唱著自然帶給他的感動;在此刻,我幾乎快感覺不到我人還在地上,我正在起飛,乘著音樂乘著風,一同飛向 fucking high。 世界上有七個北回歸線地標,四個在中國,三個在台灣。在台灣的地標其中有兩個在花蓮,一個在嘉義水上鄉。在花蓮台九線舞鶴台地上的這個,擁有最大的景觀地標,三層樓高,頂端可能被原住民的神靈射了一箭,箭頭精準的標出北迴線的方向。我溜下了腳踏車,用自己的雙腳,慎而重之的跨越這條看不見的線;我看著山的另一邊,心中湧起一種從沒有過的感受:當我再度由南往北回到這條線上,我想我還是會不由自主的這樣做吧。 過去了,然後在沒意料到的某天又回來,這就是漂泊吧。 Captain的小折(折疊腳踏車)在舞鶴台地的爬坡段又發揮了驚人的敏捷。前晚夜宿花蓮市,我們三人晚上試車跑了一趟鯉魚潭,那時他在上坡路就把我跟老K甩的屁股都不給看,讓我們兩人面面相覷,不敢再低估小折的威力。此時他更是加開了渦輪引擎似的,一個彎,兩個彎,三個……不用數了,他又不見了。老K也拼了,三個,四個,五個彎……,也不見了。早上七點的台九線,車子少,飛鳥多,我好不容易經過最高點,一路開始下滑,經過一棟民宿,廣場前有一隊國中生模樣的隊伍,清一色卡奇的單車衣,聚集成一圈像是在聽領隊講解今天的路線與休息點。我對他們舉起右手比個大拇指向上的手勢,「好樣的,加油」,是這個手勢隱含的一種意義,但他們顯然還有點緬腆,或許還想起老師說過不要跟陌生叔叔講話,沒有人回應。 一路上,我們都是如此跟對向車道的車友致意,腳踏車時速二十幾的速度雖然不快,但是請想像一下:彼此的相對速度也有五十幾,實在不夠交會時隔著馬路大喊「你們從哪裡來的?」 「啊?」「我說……你們從……哪裡……………來…………」「花…………………………」我相信蓮字他們是聽不到了。 於是我學會用幾秒的時間來看清楚對方是做著怎樣的單車之旅。看表情,頭低低一直騎的,應該是進入第五、六天,下半身正哀嚎的時期;臉上帶著飄飄然的神情,一直東張西望的,應該就跟我們差不多,還沒遇上很硬的路段,或是才騎不到三天。看裝備,腳踏車上沒有掛載超過一個以上的袋子,短程的,不然就是後頭跟著補給車;像我一般雙馬鞍袋垂掛,肯定是環島來的;前方放著一個大包包,是單眼數位像機之類的重裝備,方便手一伸馬上捕捉難得美景;後方綁著睡袋睡墊,應該是計畫睡公園、睡國小、睡廟宇,準備體驗世俗人情與蚊子的熱情;至於像電影「練習曲」的主角東明相般,將一身家當比照那把吉他全背在肩上的,應當是追求那部電影的浪漫而來的。孩子,算你年輕算你狠,第三天你就會後悔,電影只是電影,不會演出主角腰酸背痛的模樣。看隊伍,有一家老小,爸爸在前媽媽在後像鴨子搬緊密排隊前進;三三兩兩距離甚遠,單車同好隊伍,腳力有高下;形單影隻,天涯浪蕩的孤鳥。 每個人雖有不同的想法,不同的作法,卻都懷抱著浪漫前進,不然怎麼會選擇這種工具旅行?開車太快,走路太慢,單車正好迎合微風的節拍。 關山觀雨 我有沒有提過花蓮有樣東西全台灣只有這裡有?不賣關子,你聽過鐵馬驛站嗎?顧名思義,這是為提供服務給單車一族而設立的,而且全花蓮有許多連鎖店,店門口都掛著藍色的招牌,裡頭提供遮陽處、開水、以及打氣筒,而且一切都是免費的。是的,你沒聽錯,免費。但是要注意一點,這裡面的服務生都配槍,所以進門千萬不要擺出大爺有錢的模樣,免得他請你到內室去做筆錄。 這些連鎖店就是各個花蓮縣派出所。據說花蓮縣警局有個大人物是單車狂,以前就酷愛騎單車去視察地方的警務運作,後來單車休閒風潮開始,花蓮成了單車的熱門路線,他就推動便民服務,要求每個派出所為民眾提供上述的三項服務。我們這次雖然沒有使用到,卻記住了這樣的人物、這樣的用心。 出門在外吃是件大事。玩得盡不盡興,吃得開不開心絕對佔很大的分數。中午我們到達關山,抱著很大的期望找到了「關山車站前的飯包」,一家由當地人推薦的便當店;牆上掛著雜誌採訪的報導,以及廣受好評的菜色。不過這家店最終還是沒被我標在iPhone的地圖裡, 做成google map的書籤。不好意思,我是嘴巴刁的台南人。 關山有條規模不小的環鎮腳踏車道,我跟Captain都讚不絕口。老K還沒體驗過,於是我們決定先去繞一圈再繼續往台東。剛出飯包店,一聲雷響就轟隆下來,傾刻細雨飄下,烏雲滿天;我們看天色不對,找了個路邊公園的涼亭就躲了進去,打算先睡一個午覺,等待午後雷陣雨停歇。 我幾乎是被雨濺醒的。一張開眼,六角涼亭像是掛了串珠簾子,風一吹就飄一些到你臉上、你身上、你髮上,淘氣地搔著你癢。地上的積水甚深,都快淹上有兩層階梯的涼亭了,下了一個半鐘頭,雨勢仍然不見減弱。我們直起身來,從外圍的椅板一直縮到亭中的石桌上避雨,還真有點狼狽樣。東扯西聊,百般無聊,突然 Captain說他有聞到臭豆腐的味道。我先不動聲色低頭聞了聞腳,沒有阿?然後就見他指著公園旁邊的市場,一個紅色的招牌。我去買吧,我說,反正這雨一時三刻看來也停不了。 五十元一份,並不便宜。我帶了兩份回到亭子,一打開,一種奇特的香味立刻鑽入鼻子。豆腐、泡菜、香菜,沒什麼特別,香味來自那包醬料,一聞到的那瞬間,我的口水差點也像串珠簾子般滴下來,此店立刻入選google map書籤。三人即刻掃完那份臭豆腐,下午三點半,亭外的雨依然把我們跟馬路隔開。 雨天不是不能騎車,而是不想騎車。有那麼幾刻雨粉變細,馬路上隨即湧現穿上雨衣趕路的單車隊伍,黃的、綠的、藍的、粉紅的,瞧他們專心趕路的模樣,想是今晚訂好住宿點,等不到雨停的時候。幾乎是連討論都沒有,我們一致同意四點過後雨若沒停,今晚就落腳關山,放棄到台東市。
然後就是那樣了。 7/25/2008 Day 34 這只是開始而已花蓮這地方,給我的感覺很離世。沿台九線往南,左邊是海岸山脈,右邊是中央山脈;這些山既高又挺拔,離的又近。尤其是中央山脈,住在這裡的人們,跟這麼雄偉的山群為鄰,每天每天這樣看,自自然然感到謙卑,心存敬畏。環境會影響人性。我同時也發現另一件事。山雖雄偉,如果沒有雲采卻會失去優雅;雲雖靈動,沒有依偎在山旁難以聚合目光。山離不開雲,雲需要山,我在想,人,是不是也需要調和? 孤獨,這樣地自由卻無法調和。
壽豐花海 來到壽豐鄉,路邊有片奪目燦爛的花海。金針花般的花色,叫不出名字的花名,群集聚落盛開。花海中有條小路,彎彎曲曲看不真切,我一馬當先衝進去,拍照!當然要拍,這麼壯觀花海,雖然還比不上北海道富良野,但別有穿梭于花海中的小樂趣。老K忍不住雅興,頂著三十幾度的豔陽下拿起數位單眼捕捉起來,我跟Captain找陰涼的地方休息等他。他拍完心滿意足的說,有了這片花海,何必去北海道,這次旅行已經值得了。我大笑,還早呢,我們還有瑞穗的溫泉要泡,太麻里的日出要看,初鹿的鮮乳要喝,知本的小米酒要乾,這只是剛開始而已。 拍足癮後,我們沿著花田旁的柏油路離開,準備繼續轉進台九線。一株金黃的花開在小路的另一邊,四周盡是雜草與矮叢,這株花顯得耀眼,也顯得孤獨。我對老K指了指那株花,他居然說,它移民了。移民?真新鮮的說法,我慢慢經過它,眼光一直隨著這株花轉,有種感覺,我說不出所以然,直到要轉進台九線了,我忽然一個大迴轉,跟老K說,你們先走,我要去拍那株「移民菊」。 我甚至不知道這花是不是菊花的一種,但是這名字蠻適合那個勇敢的小子、孤傲的先鋒。移民菊,移民局。我找了好幾個角度想拍出它的存在,一種面對荒蕪仍前進無畏的姿態,一種遠離群放仍怡然自得的瀟灑。現下雖然只有一株,可是在拍照的時候的,我已經在想像,慢慢的,慢慢的隨著春去冬來,這雜草田會被一片金黃蔓延,沿著縱谷拓展到遠方。 加油吧,移民菊。
林田山的典雅與不堪 到達南平,我們三人在路邊販賣冷飲的小花園歇喘,討論下一個景點。Captain說這附近應該有一個日據時代遺留的聚落,只是忘了名字跟要怎麼去。路是長在當地人嘴邊的,一問之下正巧,路也在我們休息站的旁邊。打開我的iPhone離線地圖一查,才知道這小花園是省道16號的終點,而省道16號起點在西邊南投集集附近,一路往東,路經孫海林道、丹大林道,上達七彩湖,下接萬榮林道,經林田山到達這裡。不禁想起張景森先生一篇關於這條路前半截的「孫海橋的故事」。 孫海是民國六零年代的台灣三大伐木鉅子之一,因為跟蔣家關係特殊,輕易得到伐木權利;當時政府還派國軍建造孫海林道、丹大林道,方便將紅檜木運出。紅檜木價值不斐,當時的砍伐為孫海還有相關人士帶來極為豐厚的利益。然而這樣的獲利,讓森林付出極大的代價。由於砍伐處在中央山脈深處的邊坡,溪谷的上游,不僅當處的生態受害,水土保持不當也為下游帶來災難。孫海橋初期是條木造吊橋,原住民因漢人的入侵深感憤怒,一次衝突後放火燒橋,以求杜絕紅檜木遭濫砍的厄運。沒想到政府出錢造了一條更大、更堅固的水泥橋,更以孫海之名銘之,讓原住民的憤怒燒也燒不掉。砍伐過後的坡地,被用來栽種高山蔬菜,自此下游洪患不斷。大自然終於發怒,一次颱風,山洪夾帶土石沖毀孫海橋,因為環保人士的努力,孫海橋決定不修,讓山林有機會恢復生息修養。 想到這條16號省道的悠悠歷史,人從與自然對抗,到懂得謙沖,學習與自然共存。如今我在這條歷史線的尾端往上望,心頭霍霍然,或許上方隱藏了一部份台灣千年紅檜木被砍伐的滄桑史,等待人們發掘。 逆上16號,不久後看到往林田山的指標,但路邊卻懸掛好幾副抗議白布條:「還我家園」、「林務局強佔原住民土地」等等,一路掛往林田山林業展覽園區。一進園區,右手邊一排較大的建築物明顯是新近翻修過,中間一區低矮平房,不僅年久失修,掛有抗議白布條,還有販賣食物飲料的小招牌,但早已沒有營業。低矮這排民房,依照地理位置來看,應當是當時伐木工人的住所;左手邊的小山坡上有段鐵軌與兩棟豪華的木屋,理應是日本長官的宿舍。 登上山丘的涼亭,「青山原不老為雪白頭、綠水本無憂因風皺面」的對子讓我細讀了好幾遍,臨亭居高臨下環目四顧,然後深有感嘆。園區的原貌保持的不錯,如果再經過一番細部整修,還原當時的古老佈置,並且另行開闢停車場在園區外,別讓車子進入廣場,將現代化的味道隔離;如果還能佈上幾尊蠟像、一些舊機器來重現當時的工作環境,配上此處的青山綠水、典雅的日式建築,應能將這地方做成極有觀光價值的地點。 可惜。我憶起2007年馬祖之遊,當時北竿島的芹壁與這裡的狀況有點雷同。在北竿機場領行李處,你可以看到有副極為悠閒的照片。夕陽西下,遊客三三兩兩坐在露台的咖啡棚下,眼光直勾勾眺望著前方,臉上盡是讚嘆;背後的石頭建築群沿山壁蜿蜒展開,在藍天下散發金黃色的光輝,那就是芹壁。你會覺得,那種地方有地中海的味道,也有小漁村的古老,不去簡直白來一趟。當天傍晚我們果真如願在畫境中喝著咖啡,吃著晚餐,在畫裡散發著金黃色的光芒,更棒的是我們還在古色古香的老房子中住了一晚。 可是晚上的夜遊改變了我的想法。夜晚的芹壁還是很明亮,如果漁船從遠處的海面上看,芹壁像個熱熱鬧鬧燈火通明的小港,海上浪子的歸鄉。然而這只是錯覺。逛了這麼一大半圈,我才發現這個小漁村,除了幾家民宿業者再也沒有當地人;經過整修的石雕畫棟,裡頭透不出半絲溫暖燈光。儘管街上路燈恍恍,這山城卻是越走越感陰森。 芹壁與林田山都一樣,砸下大錢包裝,外觀美雖美,但是一深入探訪,才知裡頭空空如也。芹壁如果有老漁夫,他或許可以告訴我們揚帆出港的海人傳奇;林田山如果有老樵夫,他或許可以告訴我們運木下山的工程艱辛。如今人皆不在了,文化也凋零了;一個地方空有靈山勝景,卻沒有故事傳頌,最終只能落得陰鬱沈悶,徒呼奈何。
紅葉,怎麼有兩個? 下午一點多到達瑞穗,我們一上午被太陽曬到不想多說話,只想找個地方祭祭五臟廟,喝杯冰涼的飲料。吃飯的地方也隨便找,瑞穗附近沒多少店家有賣吃的,往秀姑巒溪泛舟的那條街上,有家池上飯包還開著。吃飽喝足簡單商議後,因為大名鼎鼎的紅葉國小與紅葉溫泉就在附近,當然一定要去這個名留台灣棒球史的地方朝聖,今天就在這地方找個溫泉民宿落腳過夜。 循著路標,我們很輕易的就找到傳說中的紅葉國小,興奮地拍了照。但我總覺得哪裡怪怪的,這間國小,不管是操場還是教室,似乎都聞不到一絲為野球燃燒青春的味道? 找民宿其實有點靠運氣,我們採取的是到當地再說的作法,沒有任何人的經驗可供參考。當時有兩個選擇,一是紅葉溫泉,標榜著有露天浴池;二是瑞穗溫泉山莊,原因只是招牌上的一句話:「日據時代警察招待所」。警察大人泡湯的地方耶!應該不會差到哪裡去吧?!而且又建在地勢高的地方,應該風景也不錯。於是探路小尖兵我就牽著鐵馬上去了。沒辦法,坡太陡。一問,三人房要兩千二,而且設備看起來很老舊,戶外溫泉池好像也沒想像中好,嗯,還是換紅葉溫泉看看吧。跟老闆娘說了聲抱歉,正要轉頭,「我們也有大通鋪歐,一人三百六就好。」老闆娘祭出殺招了。 「三百六~三百六~還可以免費泡溫泉!」我被秒殺了。老K跟Captain聽到這價錢也是二話不說遷了車就往裡頭走。 溫泉水是黃褐色的,看來富含鐵質,水質相當特別。不過其他的就沒什麼好提,這間飯店基本上是土雞城加上溫泉池與住的房間合體而已,沒什麼特色。但通舖是和室,還算不錯,除了廁所沒有水,餐廳就在迴廊隔壁,且還讓人唱卡拉OK外,沒什麼好挑的。還好,我想我還這麼慶幸,應該是沒住到對門特別陰森的那一間的關係吧。 不過溫泉池只有三個人泡是很爽的一件事。我們三人在景觀池旁成ㄇ字形躺著,一面伸手進池中舀水出來沖,一面閉上眼睛享受徐徐吹過的涼風,蟬聲知知,四點的午後,遠方台九線的車像小火柴盒奔跑在玩具軌道上,離塵離世,快哉!明天如能在這裡泡著溫泉看海岸山脈的日出,多棒!可惜這建議沒被採納,我猜是他們覺得這裡的泉水並不夠乾淨,沒興趣來泡第二遍。 睡前研究地圖,我們一路往下看,計算著到台東市要多遠。忽然我指著地圖問到,「ㄟ,台東也有一個紅葉溫泉耶?」三人一同望著我手指的那個點,臉色都有些古怪,我想我們想的都一樣:
該不會,那裡還有一個紅葉國小吧? Day 33 Good bye, my love.不能回頭了,我必須走上沒有你的道路。 原本一人的旅行突然有伴了。老K與他的朋友Captain說要去花東騎腳踏車,不過要下午開車到花蓮新城,住一晚然後再往台東方向前進。我想了一下,決定丟掉自己的計畫表加入他們的行程,畢竟能跟好朋友一起闖蕩的機會難得,何必堅持?北海岸到九份那段以後再補就好了。 下午三點,我們在新店捷運站把腳踏車塞進Captain的Wish休旅車中,三人邊歡呼邊往北宜高出發。可能是我太久沒坐車,蘇花公路的顛簸讓我有點想吐;明明很想插話進他們的對談,但深怕一張嘴吐出來的不是金玉良言,而是酸溜溜的穢物,一路上我安靜的很。 今天是禮拜天,蘇花公路的砂石車的確少很多。由蘇澳往花蓮的腳踏車沒幾輛,對向車道卻三不五時就能看到幾台,每個人臉上都帶著痛苦的神色,要能騎完這八十幾公里上上下下的山路真不容易。然而雖沒有砂石車這種殺手級的大車,對騎士來說,間隔兩三秒就呼嘯過一輛的車流量也是很大的壓力。看到這樣的景象,我打消挑戰蘇花的念頭了。騎車旅行該是件愜意的悠閒,就算有爬坡的挑戰,能隨景色停下來休息拍照反會得到更大的快慰;可是在蘇花公路上,這樣的悠閒根本蕩然無存,既辛苦又提心吊膽地騎車,何必呢? 車子進入清水斷崖的景觀區,我們停車休息。今天天氣晴朗,外面陽光還有點豔。然後我想起了一件事,頓時臉色煞白。我將心肝寶貝Oakley太陽眼鏡與帽子一起遺忘在新店捷運站的路邊,陪伴了我三年多的最愛裝備,居然在百里外才發覺他們失蹤。在這一刻,許多與朋友上山下海的回憶一口氣湧上心頭……唉,我丟掉多麼珍貴,具有紀念意義的東西阿。 想回去找已經是不可能了,我深深嘆了口氣,將心痛丟入藍藍的太平洋,下巴倚在木頭欄杆上,任陽光刺痛雙眼,憑弔。我必須忘了你們,寶貝。就如日本樂團 Mr.Children 的名曲Kurumi最後一句:「繼續前進吧,踏上沒有你的旅程」。 Thanks, and Good bye. 第三十二天 終於,成功把台灣地圖裝進iPhone裡面了,折磨阿。由於Apple第三方軟體的開發一定會有版本搭配問題,比方說甲先生寫了A程式,乙先生幫忙做了B程式,然後甲先生又寫了C程式;由於每個人寫程式的方法不同,甲乙兩人一定沒有協調好,然後等程式出到X版本時,Bug根本無從抓起。這還只是被簡化的例子。所以爬文找解答有時需要一點運氣。我運氣不錯,有人搞了好幾個禮拜,我兩天就解決了,但這真的是有沒有拜拜而已。
不用帶紙本地圖環島了,真爽。 7/5/2008 第三十一天 在網路上看過許多人魄力十足地拋下一切,浪跡天涯的故事,對他們的作為感到敬佩。自己說要環島,一個月了還沒出發。儘管可以對朋友說天氣不好,體能不足,裝備沒買齊等等理由,卻還是不明白什麼阻擋了當初的熱情。很多事情總是開始了,才知道並不是當初想像的那樣,便洩了氣。有時想到別人的氣魄,總覺得自己很遜。
可是我還是想做。不是為了證明什麼,因為這世界上厲害的人太多,想跟他們比肩是自尋煩惱。夢想的確有大小之分;但即便是小小的夢想,對擁有人還是很重要。如果我想做的事被拿來比較,被拿來評論,那都無所謂。我去做那些事,只是因為我想更喜歡我自己而已;因為我需要一份驕傲:一份能向裡面那個膽小鬼誇耀的驕傲。 7/4/2008 第三十天 這一天整個是天兵狀況。首先,下午一點騎車出門,到新店游泳,沒有防曬,一路上整個背部像著火般;我邊騎邊幻想,汗如果滴到柏油路上,應該滋一聲會冒起白煙。出門前鳥說有件古怪的禮物要送我,去游泳池前順便繞到他那邊,看到他取出一件T-Shirt,正面寫著「我們的神」;這小子什麼時候開始信教了??翻到背面一看,哈,居然是「高樹瑪麗亞」,果然他就算信神,也應該是「宅」神。他說,他認識的人裡面,一、穿的下XL size,二、能接受這樣東西的,大概只有我。
哪弄來的?穿這衣服等於上街幫AV女優打廣告耶!你馬幫幫忙,下次請記得我比較喜歡「小澤瑪麗亞」。
游完泳,騎車回淡水,到家之後已經九點了。我忍住想吃東西的慾望,沖完涼就想上床睡覺。平時睡前都有吃一顆維骨力保養膝蓋的習慣,可是今天不知哪根筋不對,我看到一顆維他命B群掉在桌上,居然想也沒想也吞了下去。明明身體就很疲累,可是整晚就睡不著!後來連肚子也開始咕嚕咕嚕叫了,慘!
7/1/2008 第二十八天 本來想上陽明山訓練,車頭一偏,就彎往濱海公路的方向;想想騎到基隆看看也好,四十六公里,再回頭。過了三芝後,心理突然就想,乾脆就這樣開始我的環島好了。不是也有個外國喜劇演員,跟朋友說他出去買個東西,結果就這樣開始他的旅行,幾年後才回來?東西沒帶齊,路上再看看好了,什麼證件沒帶都無所謂,反正有提款卡就OK………
提款卡?!
我摸了摸口袋,那傢伙出門也沒帶提款卡嗎?嗯,金錢不是萬能,可沒錢萬萬不能,真要搞遊民環島嗎?我很快就打消這念頭,畢竟,這跟我一開始構思的不一樣。有辛苦也要偶而奢侈一下,已經不再青澀的年紀了,不需要整個旅程都睡公園這麼困苦吧。
去的路程裡,的確像每個環過島的人所說,看到什麼新鮮的地點就想轉彎;可是隨著殺人太陽完全發威,車頭轉的方向都只有涼亭、樹蔭而已 。而且在大太陽底下牽車走了兩公里的沙灘這樣的事一點都不浪漫,雖然遇到的遊客會說你怎麼那麼厲害,其實他只是不好意思說,你怎麼瘋的那麼厲害。當我好不容易把車子拖離沙灘,有氣無力來到一條木頭的棧道時,我呆了呆,這地方明明沒來過,為什麼會這麼眼熟?棧道微微高起,在樹林間轉個小彎,將潔白的雲絮留在身後,那個畫面……
阿!這是電影「不能說的秘密」其中一個景阿!小倫某天就是載小雨經過這條路回家的!
感覺真的好像中樂透,我把這條短短的棧道頭尾騎了一遍。歐,如果車上載的不是幾公斤的水而是小雨有多好,雖然是八倍的負擔,甜蜜絕對是無窮倍。
離開麟山鼻,經過富基漁港,暗暗吞下一口唾沫,孤鳥旅遊雖然自由度超高,隨時可以改變行程,但是遇上這種群鳥才能豐湃啄食的地方,只能含淚離開。我總不能只叼一隻龍蝦吧?何況行囊已有買好的午餐,唉,以最快的速度逃離吧。
三芝、石門,亂轉亂轉的,進入金山時我聞到雨的味道。亞尼克果子坊就在不遠的地方了,我,我還是只能馬上調頭逃跑。今天是怎樣?怎麼美食老是跟我過不去?
回程上坡路不僅多,還是逆風!就是那種下大橋還要拼命踩踏板的逆風。拼老命回到淡水,只剩下動指頭的力氣了,晚餐就是早上買的漢堡蛋。唉,美食真的跟我無緣阿。
第二十七天 晚上家裡打電話來,跟老媽聊還好,跟老爸的對話內容卻很火爆。大概,我有二十年沒這樣跟他嗆。雖然他嘴裡說只是想知道我的未來計畫,語氣早就洩漏他的不滿,一直以來,他根本不支持我,只是一直在強忍情緒而已。我很失望,說真的,畢竟是父子,我希望從他身上得到的更多。本來想忍一忍就算了,不知怎麼的,突然覺得如果對自己最親近的人還要帶面具,是種更大的悲哀。可是講著講著,還是生氣了。
過了一陣子,心理感到不安,想想畢竟還是自己不對,又打了通電話回去低頭認錯。老媽接的,老爸拖了幾秒才來接電話,語氣出乎意外的溫和:「幹嘛道歉,父子哪有甚麼話不能講。」聽到這句話,我好感動,馬上就想把自己真正的想法說給他聽,「爸,其實我的想法是……」。爸爸也馬上截斷我的話,開始又說一遍他上通電話的想法,我只能在電話另一頭苦笑,嗯嗯回應著。等到他講完了,我精神一陣準備說話時,「你不需要講你的想法給我聽,我只是希望你能好好想想,晚了,有甚麼話明天在說吧。」
我無奈的掛上電話,帶著一頭的冷水。看來,代溝不是這麼容易跨越的。唉,看來觀念調整這樣的事急不得吧,今晚大家都睡的著就好了。也只能先這樣了。 6/28/2008 第二十四天 中午下了一場大雷雨。不知怎麼的,有了想出去淋淋雨的念頭。穿了條海灘褲,挑了件舊T-shirt,只帶了鑰匙,走出門,雨點打下來還真有點麻麻的痛。被注視的感覺有點怪。路上的人不是低頭撐傘,不然就是在雨簾子後的廊下躲雨,也有不穿雨衣狂奔過去的機車騎士,但是對於我這手插在口袋,像平常一樣在逛街的落湯雞,顯然反應不過來。
一個上半身濕透的國小生,背著書包很高興的跑過去,還回頭開心的對我笑了笑,跑向街道的盡頭,家的方向。我想他回到家後,有送上的毛巾與熱飲,還有香噴噴的飯菜,大雷雨中的奔跑只是另一場遊戲。而我,在這一天的午後,我的待辦事項欄是空的,我的口袋是空的,所以就算渾身濕透也沒有任何不方便。可是我卻有點迷惑。我要到了自由,然後呢?
我要到哪裡去? 第二十二天 我完成那個project了,但是狀況超多。
早上九點,我依照車行老闆的建議,放了兩罐大保特瓶的水到馬鞍袋中,車子就重得很難扛出門。費了一番拖拉的功夫,出發了。平地還沒感覺,開始爬坡就覺得頗感吃力,氣喘吁吁。不過由於換了輪胎,這樣的負擔並沒有想像中重,慢慢騎,輕鬆騎,不過份使用肌肉的力量。在巴拉卡公路入口跟幾位車友哈啦了一陣,開始真正的挑戰了。
騎到過兩公里的一個髮夾彎,累的頭都抬不起來,心想應該也是該下車休息一下了。眼角一撇,看到前方路邊有一攤綠油油的東西,沒想到一靠近時才看清楚,我的媽阿,挫賽,那是條有大拇指粗的青蛇!就在離我前輪側不到一步的距離。那蛇突然彈起,我跟那蛇同時有了動作;它逸往草叢,我拼了吃奶的力氣猛踩踏板逃離,不知是誰嚇到誰。
接下來的休息久了點,好不容易才平復過度急促的呼吸。山風過來送爽,我脫下上衣、手套、頭巾、帽子,讓風帶走不住滲出的汗水,舒服得差點把魂兒也吹走了。白頭翁的叫聲清嘹響亮,馬路這邊先響起一隻的叫聲,馬上對面就傳出回應,這邊旋即又接續。一來一往,一開始像是兩邊 solo較勁,然後轉變成交響樂團間的PK。到達高潮時的樂章,鳴和聲如山壁般聳立,氣勢驚人;不知有多少隻共同發聲,卻是整齊畫一,聽得我目瞪口呆。
離開天然的演奏會場,上到七公里處的一家山產店休息。這時天色微暗,遠處的山頭被嵐氣席捲,看不真切,可是山嵐翻滾的軌跡卻是炫目迷人;霧輕輕的飄過來,回頭望你笑了笑,又逕自撲向山谷的懷抱,只留下清新醉人的芳香。我有著看舞蹈表演的奇異感受,不同的是,這裡的勝景不需藉由舞者的肢體來揣摩風舞流雲,這已是大自然最完美的演出。不過我也暗自擔心,這場秀的壓軸可能是山裡的一場午後驟雨。
果不其然,在貓狗雨來臨之前兩秒,我躲進了二子坪的公共廁所。小小幾坪大的空間擠滿躲雨的人,四位單車客、兩位山野攝影師、幾個一起登山的阿公阿媽、還有一個外拍婚紗的新娘子。雨聲晰哩晰哩,偶而夾著幾聲雷響,我偷看著新娘子,然後發現她也好奇的在偷偷打量著我,誰都沒有說話,只有眼神頑皮地在彼此身上捉迷藏,勾動心裡的嘰嘰喳喳。
山一直是好好先生,爾有暴怒,卻也很快便會平息,就如這場雨。雨停後,路面泛起一陣陣蒸汽,好似戰場的白色硝煙,佈滿停車場。柏油路曝曬太陽所累積熱量相當驚人,被蒸發的雨水又這樣回到天上。走在雨後的山路,上半身吹拂著涼爽山風,下半身被濕熱蒸汽包圍著,這就是天然的三溫暖浴場,又一個驚奇。不過下山就是個苦差事了,車輪捲起的泥巴水照頭照臉,以及往褲底分兩路進攻,最後索性放棄防護,讓自己當回野小孩般肆無忌憚,滿身泥濘。騎到仰德大道底,我在路邊取出馬鞍帶裡的水,照頭淋下梳洗一番,說不出的暢快。
接下來就是要到新店游泳了。摸摸肚皮,今天只吃一罐八寶粥,還留有一條巧克力,等游泳前半小時再吃吧。沒想到在景美河濱公園又被大雨圍困,跟一個伯伯聊了近一小時的足球,都是他在講,巧克力就是這時無聊磕掉的。雨停後也六點了,我下水斷斷續續游了八百公尺,然後上來時面臨一場天人交戰,到底要不要去泡湯。
這有什麼好天人交戰的?已經在心底問這個問題的,請聽我解釋。泡熱湯會讓肌肉鬆弛,使不上力;要睡覺前泡絕對有益,但是對等一下還要騎四十公里回淡水的我,這無異是自找麻煩。可是,可是,不泡又怎麼對的起自己!剛剛經過激烈運動的身體進入熱水的那瞬間,歐~簡直是天堂。
我還是忍不住先吃了棉花糖,雖然後來引起了慘況,但是我還是沒後悔。我在關渡那邊體力耗盡,一部份是因為泡湯,一部份是因為沒有進食。更慘的是,屁屁磨破皮還是要趕路,不然我無法在今天結束前趕回家。是的,現在已經是晚上十點四十分。我邊哀嚎邊騎,突然靈光一閃,開始考慮下次要不要使用衛生棉,要加長型的,防滲防漏不重要,應該可以達到幾千元車褲的防護效果吧。我真是天才。
到達紅樹林的出口,我看到對面有間水果攤,大喜過望,比在路上看到林志玲還激動。我買了一串香蕉,兩盒削好的水果便在台綜大樓前吃了起來。好吃,真好吃,我突然覺得曾說過拿苦難當調味料的人真是對的不能再對了,這份感動,要牢牢記住。
十一點四十五分,我用盡最後一分力氣將車子拖進家門,再差十五分鐘就變成兩日遊了。卸下裝備,該洗的丟進洗衣機,洗完澡,在床上躺平。
明天將會是怎樣呢?我想。翻個身,嘴角掛著微笑,但今天可絲毫沒浪費阿。睡……去。
第二十天 我失憶了,真的,我完全忘記這一天我在做什麼。 第十九天 到新竹參加小黃的婚禮,跟難得見到幾次面的老同學聚了聚。新郎官當然是意氣風發,但是耳聞已結婚的老同學中有人過得好,有人則過得很辛酸,心中頗有感觸。
我們常說幸福是要自己去追求;但是對於牽手的兩個人,幸福不是掌握在自己手上,而是妳的在他身上,他的在妳心上。因為妳快樂所以我快樂,因為妳悲傷所以我難過。夫妻就是要培養出這樣的連帶感。爭執不應是為了分出誰對誰錯,而是在瞭解彼此的想法與苦處之後,尋求是與非、黑與白共存的可能;少了這樣的心,那麼不管有多好聽的理由,兩人之間的愛就會成為一場偉大的詭辯。最後,妳聽不懂他在說什麼,他看不懂妳在做什麼。以往愛的積分日漸下降,歸零了還不曉得;一直到積欠太多而反目成仇,才發現,剩餘的過往美好眷戀,卻成為彼此無法逃離的枷鎖。
偶爾也檢查一下,握在你手上的她的幸福,還有在妳心上的他的幸福,一直繼續保持閃閃發光的日子。
感觸到此結束。我講這些應該是沒有什麼說服力吧,哈哈。
還有必須要提一提,竹南那家臭豆腐真的很好吃,多虧俊成與美娥的招待,下次來淡水換我作東摟。
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